T.H.

It has reached the point where I'm feeling confused in my usual daily life.

I can honestly say that I am glad I participated.

The purpose of my participation in the Temple Stay was to gain certainty in the “joy that comes from my own experiences.” About half a month before I joined, changes had already begun to take place in my daily habits. I started to feel that the joy I derived from my own actions was more independent, healthier, and helped improve my self-awareness, making me feel more focused on the path I am heading towards, as opposed to the joy that is given to me externally.

This joy is not just about success or failure, or being good or bad; rather, I perceive it as a broader experience of life, encompassing all the joys, struggles, anxieties, and challenges. It feels like an appreciation of life itself.

Now that the experience is over, I am very satisfied. This is not only because I accomplished my goal, but also because I was able to witness the depth of the training at Fukugonji, the high spiritual level, and the wonderful way the monks live. I was shown an unknown world, and for that, I am truly grateful. Thanks to this experience, my impressions of things and my values have changed significantly. I am even feeling confused in my usual daily life.

Furthermore, this experience has made me love Fukugenji even more. The monks there are full of compassion and charm, and it was a truly precious experience to receive their guidance.

I believe that the Temple Stay will certainly show a way to anyone who sincerely and seriously faces their life. I know that my thoughts might be naive, and I may be mistaken about many things, but I hope you will forgive me.

I sincerely pray that you continue to illuminate the path for others with your compassion, wisdom, and Buddha-nature, and save foolish people like me.

I pray for your continued good health. Thank you so much.