Kigyoku Yusai

It was a week like a treasure

It was a week like a treasure. I have experienced many things.
Although I was physically exhausted, everything I saw and experienced for the first time in my life was new and interesting, and thanks to the people I was able to connect with, I was able to keep my mind positive and cheerful.

In particular, the monks who took care of me, Mr. Narimichi, Mr. Shinryu, Mr. Daiyu, and Mr. Daizen, are incredibly beautiful.
He not only pays attention to superficial aspects such as his language, appearance, and demeanor, but also constantly questions himself about the way he should be as a monk and strives to be considerate of others, even when no one notices or praises him. He seems to follow his heart, and I sometimes felt confused as to whether he would go that far. If I had to describe it in one word, it would be “thorough.”
No matter how humble they may be, the way they worked with all their heart for the benefit of all the people involved with Fukugonji, both inside and outside Japan, was nothing short of admirable.

I would also like to express my gratitude to three of my fellow Zen meditation students.
Seiji, who was the only male, took the initiative and helped me many times, especially when it came to heavy lifting.
Tomoe is a strong-willed person, but warm like a spring breeze, and truly cares for all living things.
Junko is lively in body and mind, dignified and beautiful, and has a magical smile that makes people feel at ease. I still ask myself and reflect on what I could have done for these people, but now I am happy that I was able to share the same joys and sorrows with them. I am sincerely grateful.

In addition, I was able to meet many people, such as those who prepare the food at Tenza, those who work silently in the workshop, and Osho Daigu. I was moved by the altruistic spirit of “for the temple” and “for all people.”It was also an opportunity for me to reflect on how much I only think about myself.

Some things were easy to see because of the rich nature of Fukugonji Temple. Bright leaves and old leaves, dead weeds, the scent of animals, and injured insects. Why are living things born when they die someday? There was a time when I thought so, but in the midst of nature, I was nothing special.
We receive oxygen and water from nature, and there are people who support us, so keep a calm mind and think that it would be nice to be a cog in the world, no matter how small, while we are still alive. is completed.

Now, after a week of returning to my daily routine, I feel that there are too many stimuli in this world. Unusual colors, loud sounds, strong flavors, and artificial scents are used to make humans more easily recognized and to arouse their desires, and they are now a little surprised by the unexpected stimuli. I am already feeling nostalgic for the calm and gentle atmosphere of Fukugonji Temple.

On the other hand, because I was desperately trying to complete each task within the time limit of the training program, I developed my ability to concentrate and take action, my dislike for the work decreased, and I felt that I was more conscious of trying to move my body anyway. Masu. For example, while cleaning, I used to think, “I don’t want to touch dirty things as much as possible,” but after my stay, I was able to focus on cleaning without thinking about anything else.
I also feel like I don’t have to worry about walking or running anymore, and I have more stamina than before. In order to maintain this, I will refrain from driving within walking distance.

It was actually helpful to read novels and movies about Zen temples. I was moved to learn that it is true that if you eat pickled radish making noise (not just pickled radish), you will be scolded. For those who are about to practice Zen, I hope you will enjoy the rules and customs unique to temples. .

Last but not least, I would like to once again thank many people for their hard work. I’m really glad I went and tried it. We look forward to meeting all of you again.
It’s getting colder and colder, so please take care of yourself. I’m really thankful to you.